Blargh

You know when you've had a good couple of days, life isn't perfect but... Its not all that bad either?  A few good events, mostly outweighing the bad ones and leaving you hopeful for the future?

Yeah, that was the first half of October.. Right up until the end of the 19th start of the 20th.  At some point during that small window of time, my life got a little fucked over.

My car was stolen.  Its not the greatest car in the world, but it is mine and I love it.  Now its somewhere around Spokane, perhaps hurt but most likely abandoned... And some jerk took her from me.

Then, to make things soooooo much better... Almost all of my jewelry was IN the car at the time.  3 years of work, struggle and pain... Most likely now tossed into the trash because some assholes can't sell it off.


Am I a little upset?  Yes.
Have I cried about it?  Several times [including typing this up.]
Do I feel violated and depressed?  Oh hell yes.

Am I going to let this stop my dream?

FUCK NO!!!

Jewelry making and fashion are WHO I AM!!!  It is apart of me and I'll be damned if some worthless twerps who thought 'we can't get across town, so lets steal this car.' are going to drag me down and lose focus on my dreams.


My message to them is to grow up and realize that doing this, will not actually make you something.  I have done the stupid shit, it only leads you to a place where its damn near impossible to move forward, because you have a past... a Record that will never go away.


This is mostly a vent post that I needed.  I've spent the last week trying to be positive, trying to hope and trying not to think about all the 'what ifs' that could happen... And I'm tired.